In my time I have learned much, perhaps the greatest thing I've ever learned is that none of this matters, not your life, your house, your car, your clothes. Nothing at all, the only value is the value you give these things. You can do what you want, you can have any girl, you are the center of your own universe. The only limitations are the ones you set for yourself. You think too much, that is your problem. Stop thinking, start acting. You are not alpha. You are not beta. You are nothing at all, until you let go. Only then can you make something of yourself. Even after that, still, in the bigger picture you are less than nothing. You live or die, either way the world moves on. The only consequences are the ones you make for yourself. So stop think, let go and start doing. Your fear holds you back, fear, is a good thing. What is bad is letting it influence you in your daily life. Once you let go you are free.